Hurts...

Have you ever had a group of friends, family, or coworkers, etcetera that you were very involved in and then all of a sudden for no known reason, felt as though you were shunned? I have recently discovered this very helpless feeling myself. The feeling of being outkast when you have sacrificed so much for those that now have nothing to say to you. Its almost belittling, as if to say "you are of little importance to me", and in all honesty it brings me to tears and sometimes sheer anger. And the worst part is, I don't know what I did to cause this. When I look back upon the history of my involvement, I realize I was putting in way more than I was getting out. I realize that I was never as significant as I thought I was. I realize that I may have even tried to be something that I never could have been. I was too dependent. I was too emotionally linked. I made myself too vulnerable. I put myself at the mercy of their actions. So how do you undo the emotional link, how do you make yourself feel un-belittled. How do you act in the presence of them? All I want to do is remove myself geographically and get amnesia, all I know to do is pray.